This week has been one of trial, but it’s not been without tremendous blessings.
In our mission, we have what are called OYMs (or, Open Your Mouths). We’re supposed to get 10 of these per day, averaging 70 per week (per companionship). And the promised blessing is that we will see our success DOUBLE. Well, usually Hermana Pullens and I have been averaging around 30-40 per week. Not the best. But this week, we got 75! It was awesome! And a lot of those OYMs turned into lessons — they invited us in and we were able to share with them either the message of the restoration or the plan of salvation. We got a lot of new potential investigators.
But the hard part about this week is how much out little Spanish group is struggling. Our numbers for Progressing Investigators, On-Dates, and pretty much everything plummeted because we are struggling to give all of these people all the things they need in order to be able to progress!
The people in the ward we’re attached to are all white, and they work with us (well, those that speak Spanish work with us) in our Spanish group. Our group meets separately, and does 1 hour church/sacrament in the Primary room during actual sacrament in the chapel. We have maybe 2 member families in our Spanish group, so we try to have as many white Spanish speakers in sacrament as possible. The white Spanish speakers bless and pass the sacrament, because the Hispanics are either 1. women, 2. wearing t Shirts, or 3. don’t have the priesthood. So while we would love to utilize the people in the English ward more in lessons, there’s nothing we can really do besides keep on doing what we’re doing. Those of us that can are working tirelessly to make sure we keep our attendance up, and we’re trying to get more members. It’s just super hard right now because our strongest on-dates for baptism just fell off and are giving up on trying to change their lives. In short, it’s been a rough week.
But we have high hopes for this area, yet. These people have more potential than they think. I wish there was a way to just tell them and have them know how much their Father in Heaven loves them, cares for them, and has provided a way for them to be happy!
For me, this has been a very Mosiah 24 week.
“13 And it came to pass that the voice of the Lord came to them in their afflictions, saying: Lift up your heads and be of good comfort, for I know of the covenant which ye have made unto me; and I will covenant with my people and deliver them out of bondage.
14 And I will also ease the burdens which are put upon your shoulders, that even you cannot feel them upon your backs, even while you are in bondage; and this will I do that ye may stand as witnesses for me hereafter, and that ye may know of a surety that I, the Lord God, do visit my people in their afflictions.
15 And now it came to pass that the burdens which were laid upon Alma and his brethren were made light; yea, the Lord did strengthen them that they could bear up their burdens with ease, and they did submit cheerfully and with patience to all the will of the Lord.”
I take great comfort in these scriptures. Not that I am in bondage, but I feel bound by my own expectations. I just need to remember that maybe my purpose right now isn’t to get everyone I meet into the baptismal font, but rather to plan the seed that will grow in some future time. And we do have A LOT of potentials. It’s just been hard to start realizing that the people we really have come to love aren’t as committed as we thought, and we have to move on for now.
I am really thankful for the prayers and support I get from back home, though. I know the Lord is working with us as He hastens His work. We just have to learn how to keep up! 🙂
Here are some more pictures from our hike on the cliffs around Lake Lenore, and from the day that Hermana Pullens and I personally rolled and fried over 400 flautas for a ward activity: